Two days ago I went into trance. First time since I learned to do it in November. I let Spirit speak through me and recorded it.
I was also a bit afraid because my body has had problems to deal with the energies (I fought to hard to get there and abused myself, which is why I stopped doing it for over three months). So I said to them: "Please, protect my body."
Those who came through told me to let go, to NOT fight, to go forward with my life, to get up, stand straight, make my own rules. They said - among other things - that I had to fear nothing and that they are always around.
And that I am to love myself like I never loved anyone else.
Intellectually I have known all this for a while now but sometimes the head and the heart/soul need a while to get to the same understanding and frequency.
The moment I DID let go, a cool waterlike stream of energy began to rush through those parts of my body that had hurt before.
When I finally came out of that altered state, I was filled with a joy that I can hardly describe. All pain was gone and I felt so happy. Your picture in this post is like a visual of that joy!
Ben...I didn`t publish here what you wrote , because it`s too personal , but EVERITHING you felt is true ! I `m soooo Happy for you my friend , that now you unite the concepts with feelings... Believe me , I `m really happy for you... Nevertheless...try not to be alone again :)! Please ! :) HUGSSSSSSSSSS WITH A WHOLE LOT OF JOY INSIDE OF ME... KALIE !!!!!
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I dedicate this posting to all of you who I LOVE with Inconditional LOVE ... BEN ...You `re included !
Kalie !
Two days ago I went into trance. First time since I learned to do it in November. I let Spirit speak through me and recorded it.
I was also a bit afraid because my body has had problems to deal with the energies (I fought to hard to get there and abused myself, which is why I stopped doing it for over three months). So I said to them: "Please, protect my body."
Those who came through told me to let go, to NOT fight, to go forward with my life, to get up, stand straight, make my own rules. They said - among other things - that I had to fear nothing and that they are always around.
And that I am to love myself like I never loved anyone else.
Intellectually I have known all this for a while now but sometimes the head and the heart/soul need a while to get to the same understanding and frequency.
The moment I DID let go, a cool waterlike stream of energy began to rush through those parts of my body that had hurt before.
When I finally came out of that altered state, I was filled with a joy that I can hardly describe. All pain was gone and I felt so happy. Your picture in this post is like a visual of that joy!
Ben...I didn`t publish here what you wrote , because it`s too personal , but EVERITHING you felt is true ! I `m soooo Happy for you my friend , that now you unite the concepts with feelings...
Believe me , I `m really happy for you...
Nevertheless...try not to be alone again :)! Please ! :)
HUGSSSSSSSSSS
WITH A WHOLE LOT OF JOY INSIDE OF ME...
KALIE !!!!!
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